mess up~

At this moment,i think how many times i said sorry to you is useless at this time..
i had mess up ur life:(
what i really thiking about i also duno about it.
iziit not suitable?

i know that yday i told u all those things make u unhappy..
and yday want i trying to told u all those things is very unfair to you.
in my heart i try to apologize to you.
but i think you wont accept it in such an easy way..
its all my fault..
mayb for your friends they will judge me as a bad girl,at the beginning i trying to fool u..
but i really need to told you that im not fooling with you at the beginning..
what i need to told u is dun keep blaming urself..
you treat me very good in many ways..
so,u are a good guy..

im a bad person that mess up everythings.
with the reason that i oso duno..
for me,i have my own Ideal..
i really wanna study hard and try to work or study at out-station
and i really care about what my parents thinking about.
i duno want to make them unhappy..
duno since when,i feel that they are very important in my life..
even their feeling too..
i tried my best wanna make them happy all the time..

ps:in a hanging mood:(

hahaha..last day

finally i had finsh my 3rd semester..woohoo~
now i still got 1 subject to go..having my last class at 21 DECEMBER
today i having my presentation for MCD,information kiosk..
before my presentation,me and my friend standing near busary there watching some others people dancing..
they came to our college to promote an event sponser by GATSBY
on 11/11 they will held a workshop at SEGI college MPH~
okay,after dat is time to go back my class
haha..quite nervous when i waiting my turn for presentation
i saw my friends' final project..
some word i can said at here..
their project is AWESOME,NICE..

now im relaxing myself..
duno wanna continue dancing onot..haix..
somethings that are complicated in my mine now..
i need to solve it as fast as possible...
chao~

超生气~

今天超想打人
不懂为什么
一看到那个人就很讨厌咯....
因为发生很多事情
朋友为什么一定要对待另一个朋友不好？？
对待朋友的态度好像大便酱~
在朋友的面前很好，背后就说人家的坏话

i damn dulan lo...GRRR..
really wanna go infront of that person and slap that person until 999999
i really wanna told that person

IF YOU REALLY WANNA JUDGE THAT PERSON..PLEASE THINK TWICE BEFORE SAYING OUT THOSE BABI WORDS...f***
收皮啦你~以为自己很威阿
他妈的！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

ps:damn angry...sorry for using those rude word..chao~

28 october 2009

now is 4.00 am
is consider 29 october
guess wad guys..
i dint sleep at all..
because i rushing my TYPO last assesment..
arg,finally i had done..
walao eyh,tired werr~

28 october 2009
got 1 babi birthday la...
hahhaa..
this morning his classmate sms me and told me that they help him to celebrate his birthday at station 1 cafe around 7 like that..

i duno wanna bought what present for him..
so finally decide to design a things for him la..
what things i design lehx...
deng deng~


this is my last minute design..
haha..i know my design is ugly..hahaha
ooi,NIGEL chan...
paiseh nerhx..
hope you dont said me until 99999
hahaha

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you..^^

ps:chao~wanna sleep le...WTH...

confused...

this few days i was unhappy...
duno why suddenly my feeling make me so down..

GOD,i wan my JOJO back..
is not that i duwan to give it to that aunty...
i just duwan "she" is unhappy everyday..
i know that aunty treat her very nice..
u buy all the stuff for her..
but the problem is she dun like..
i duno what happen..
everytime i saw her cute little face at my home,she will happy..
but at the time that aunty sayang her,hug her,need to bring her back..
her face looks so unhappy.
at that moment,i feel so sad,feel like heart broken..
feel wanna cry out loudly..

NOW, i wondering wanna go back to TKD onot..
i really confuse and wondering...
i scare when i go ing back i din have dat time to manage my homework..
haix..but i suddenly miss my TKD life so much..

SUNDAY~

today was sunday
wake up early morning to prepare myself..
because i out going with my dear.

about 9 something he come and fetch me
after that we headed to his house because wanna change car with his parents..
i had know a little girl at my dear house
she is cute and funny..
unfortunatly,i din have her photo..*sad*

i going to the curve with my dear.
actually wanna go to buy some present for my dearest babe
but it seem like din't have anythings special..
finally,i GIVE UP and din't buy anything..
we having window shopping at the curve
my dear had bought a shirt for himself
after he bought the shirt he told me that he bought the shirt is because of me..
i feel like:ermm..why is because of me..
he said: when he wear this shirt he look younger..
at that time i like stund..
let him zadao 99999999.........

although my plan has fail..
because at first i wanna go to timesquare
at last decide not to go because sure alot of people..
so sad that i cannot saw CHIN~
anyway,luckily today he had accompany me
if not i just like stupid staying at home like noob...

dear, i love you...>< ^^

excited~

tomorow
started my new semester..
i miss all my college friends..

this semester break i fell so bored..
nothing to do at all
keep repeating watching twilight over and over again.
I LOVE TWILIGHT

love edward cullen and bella swan..
i watch it about 8 times..
my mom said me mad..
i think i am..
haha

din go anywhere at all..
staying at home like so po..
haix
nothing to write~
chao~