Christmas 2012

Christmas is around the corner, every places full of nice decoration, walking in every shopping mall or street can listen to christmas's song.
Making a wish for my christmas...
If santa can make my dream come true, can santa let me see my dad 1 days on christmas and let me celebrate with him?
Honestly this year i don't even have the mood to celebrate christmas, i hope that i can be tough and wont cry easily but I can't...
I'm standing here alone and trying to be steady and take care of mummy and my brother so that they wont worry me...but sometime i really need somebody to care me and lend me a shoulder and let me cry like nobody business...don't always fake infront of me cause I'm tired with it..
I'm not a girl that strong, I don't like people looking at me when I'm crying so i choose to cry alone..
trying alot of way
to make me be tough and earn alot of money..I wanna give mummy a better life..although now is really suffer but no matter how i wont easily give up.