星期日的早上

刚才7点半被妈妈吵醒
就不想跟他们出门~我也不知道为什么有那种感觉
我好闷！！！！！！！
好想跟朋友一起出去~
不知道为什么最近的我都很爱哭
就会无端端的哭
三八到死啊

有时我很想他在我身边陪我，
但是某些原因我却不能每一次看到他
我真的真的好想他~
有时他跟他朋友们喝茶时，
在那个时候我很想他陪我聊天
心里是酱想
但是就对他说，叫他去陪朋友先
有时他累了，我却一直哄他去睡觉
其实我很想他陪我多一下

我自己最近傻傻的....
我的星期日早上就是那么无聊

我 不 开 心 ! ！ ！ !

今天很不开心！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

自己一个人在家到下午5点半，妈妈才回来！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

今天还以为可以看到你一下的................

怎知道你就跟朋友突然下了KEPONG....................失望咯！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

刚才跟你聊到一半，突然没有回我.....

刚才突然间不知道为什么很不爽~

过后跟朋友去另一个地方喝茶

过后就去找我妈妈

然后他们不在了~

我打给妈妈时就给他骂到99999999999

不爽阿！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

一直给人骂

本来跟朋友玩到开开心心的~

我的好心情酱变成不开心了~！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

2.36 a.m

NOW IS 2.36 am.
and now i still blogging
because i just finish my FLIPBOOK for my animation
OMG damn tired..
ARGGG

yesterday i having shooting at our college with my others friends.
it is a group assignment. 5 person in a group
this assignment is for multimedia..
we need to create a web page.
the web page need to include our editing pic,video,sound,and others.



[[my 1st picture]]



[[the 2nd picture]]



[[last picture]]

BUSY BUSY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my 2nd semester in my college
i started my busy life
busy with my assignment.coursework..
haix...so damn BUSY
i busy until i din have time to rest..

wuwwuwuwu..
i wanna have more time for me..
i wanna have more time to give me rest..

anyway i enjoy my college life with my friends..

i wanna go busy my flipbook le..
GTG~
2morow having presentation..
gambateh

my dicision is WRONG!!!!!!!

in my parents mind.
18 years old is stil a small kid
i dun agree with them.
i duno why i feel like that

i know that i had change alot.
i try to change myself become mature
i duwan my parents to protect me just like a small kid
i try not to telling lie to them
but..wad had they done to me.

yesterday midnite, i told them that i couple..
i din told my parents directly before
when i text the message to her,i wanna cry.
i feel i had telling lie to her longtime.
i duwan to do that again..i feel i very BAD
so i message her and apologize to her that i always telling lie on her
wad respond did i get back??
for them 18 years old is not a time yet..
i ask my mom izzit angry with me..
she said no..
what is the purpose that i told them..
i dunwan to suffer anymore by thinking how to lie them

mami,did u know what am i thinking??
i think that im 18 years old..i cannot lie to you anymore
sometimes,where i wanna go i just keep keep on lying to you
i duwan to do that anymore
i so hope that i can face to face told you all my things
but i failed
i scare u will slap me when u angry
i scare when i told you,u just keep quite and duwan to give any respone to me.
i scare when i told you,you wont bother me few days.
I SCARE ALOT OF THINGS
maybe when i told you all this things
u wil said what u had done to me is for my own good.

i thought my parents are open minded
IM WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun even understand their feeling~
what i had done is just hurting at them


amily,i feel i wanna find u to chat this things.
i feel very unhappy

yuki,i wan beside u guys.
i wan we like secondary time
everyday,what unhappy things i oso can told you face to face
i feel so suffer
i so hope when i unhappy,u guys are around me

i love my BABEs

5/6/2009

on dat day nitez
my hui ting babes had organize a dinner for us
because longtime we din meet up each others jorr...
so we meet up at PIZZA HUT...
when we start eating,we talk alot nonsence.
because our hobby is to talk nonsence,and talk alot of joke..
after dat,suddenly hui ting and ee hon babes take 2 cakes..
den they sing bday song for me and nicole..
at that moment i feel so touch..until now oso the same
i feel that i miss my secondary memories so much
they give me a card,a present by hui ting and ee hon..
then i recieve a simple present from my fwen name kah hoe..
he give me a tissue as my present,and the tissue he gave me is take from pizza hut..lame==

when my dearest amily babes wanna going bek home..
she give me a kiss...ARGG..so sweet la...
she make me cannot sleep whole nites..ahahha..joke
i love her so much..

my cousin oso give me my present..
love her damn damn much..
she bought me lee hom album
i love her..
wanna hug her and kiss her..hahaha

my mami oso bought a shoes for me..
i love u so much
muaks....

i hate the word

i not hate u by scolding me
i not wanna complain about you dat u cannot bring happy to me..

can u please think of my feelings when u speak out those word..
i hate u scold me USELESS..
harlo..who i am???
i am not useless okay..
you alwaiz think that i cannot sucess..
what the hell la...
until now u not believe me at all..
in your mind,a very hardworking person is a sucess person?
or a person that study everyday is a sucess person??

if 1 day i had mad and run away from home.
i duno who should i blame...
i hate the word USELESS...
i hate it
can u please stop using this word....!!!!!!!!!!!
now i cannot control my emotions at all...
i damn moody...
i feel wanna said those words out..
but i feel dat is rude..
i respect u so i din said anythings...
anyway did u respect me at all....~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!