christmas eve~

yesterday morning recieve a call from my mami,den gotta meet her at SG.Buluh hospital..because my father need to have a medical check at there...

after that we had nothing to do..

so we headed to The Curve,Ikano..

den what we doing at there?

shopping lo~

bought a present for my mom

i bought a shirt for her..

she very like it..

[ mami: merry christmas ]

after that going to find a present for my little cousin

actually i duno what to buy for him

den i ask him what he wan for his present

 i keep bla out those things like shirt,pants,food

when he heard the world FOOD..he like very happy

den i bluff him that i not enough money

i bought a pack of cookies and my cousin bought him some candy~

 

bought present to my family until bankrup

i told my bro i no money to bought for him

my cousin and i make this for my bro as X'mas present

 

spend 99999999

for me i just bought a bottle of sweet 

i no money le~sob sob

sad la

lastly,taking photo with my little cousin

haha

psps: santa claus:i wan money and a guess watch

hahahaha:) 

finish exam~hurray

im very bored this few days.
sien til boom~
today i having MALAYSIAN STUDY exam started at 10 until 12
luckily i got study those tips..
if not i GG and u guys wont c me blogging at this time..

ermm,dont know want to blog about what..
after exam i going to 1U with my cousin..
she wanna bought some X'mas present from her friends and boyfriend~
what am i doing there..boring lo...
go buy a X'mas present for myself
bought 1 bottle of sweet
is very nice..

psps:X'mas wanna go where?? any suggestion

bla bla bla...lalala..

[ i dl from google]

i wanna have belly pierce again...

i wan have 2 or 3

is like:woo~cool

2morow is going to be a good days..

family days with of cause family la..

hahahaha X)

i mad with somebody..

ooi..i saying u la..newbie~

dont judge me in so many ways..and things is not your problem

what u like to said just said

i will just ignore it..

DAMN

u keep saying show that u are not gentlement at all..

u win already~

ps:lets keep him a clap><

over means GAME OVER

over is over.
i wont regret what had i told you.
what u want to said infront of your friends or whatever things..
just said it loud
if u hate me just hate
if u angry me just angry

from today,i wont cry
i wont have tears rolling around my eyes.
i want myself happy everyday.
i want everyone around me happy.
and i wont bring sadness's things to them
i gotta stay strong..
i wanna be alone

is okay that i din have any relationship
i stil have my family and my friends
i wont let them worry about me anymore

breathless,speachless,MEANINGLESS

i think my blog gotta be very

fresh

when im in a moody,shit-table,brainless mood
i also dont know what happen to me
just like im changing myself into a different person
what i wan?what i like?what i need the most?
i also dont know

sometime i feel myself like got some mental problem~
perhaps not..><
keep on thinking somethings that make me feel uncomfortable~
hmm..i think i should't stay at here for a moment~
may be at dat moment i really can figure it out what i want the most..

sorry to my friend..
i should't moody infront of u guys.
i will try my best to keep all my secrets myself
may be i will not show my emo face infront of u guys..
i like to be myself and not to control by anyone
i'm a person that want to have freedom
i think that this time if i had make some dicision
i hope i wont regret

psps:GOD BLESS ME that i lose my sad memories from now on

emo-ing

this few days i din't talk much..
i duno why what how when~bla bla bla
feel like stress den speachless..
dun feel like talking to anyone
i keep on my feelings in my heart
i pretend to smile,laughing around..
when i was in bed at nites,closing my eyes..
my tears keep rolling in my eyes..
i hope my dearest babe yuki is beside me..i hope i can cry out loud

i wanna leave this place and go to others palce to live
i duwan to think about anythings
my dearest gor gor..
i duno who to talk with..
i duno how to express my feelings..
when i told u all those things.
u support me whatever i do..
thanx you~

i really speachless in everythings..
someone please kill me..
can?
or let me lost my memory now..
i duwan to suffer in this kind of situation
is HURT,PAIN~
i duno what feelings is this..

untitile~

in my world..
my mind..
FAMILY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS
dun give me so much pressure until i cannot breath..
make me speachless~
haix

true friendship?

until now,i dun understand wad means friendship
i feel like everyone was changing day by day
nowdays when i am unhappy i trying to find somebody to chat but when i searching my phonebook..few of them i can find to chat
sometime my heart was bleeding because i feel like
thinking last time wad had happen in secondary school..
those memories keep repeating in my mind
our FRIENDSHIP just break down like dat..

dat day when i saw fews of my friends at station1,rawang
i try to smile with them
but they like dun wan bother me..
acting like duno me..
okay,fine..
i know that u guys' result are better thn me
u having a good results,but u have a damn fucking bad attitude is not the good things in the world..PLS~dun be too pround of urself
nowdays,got MISCHIEVOUS onot?
i guess its disappear in others mind..

everythings is GONE~

this is for my BEST BEST BABE forever..
MY SPECIAL FRIEND
Your cheerful smile Your caressing hand It's the really simple things
That make your life look so grand
You're a special woman It's in your eyes I see the truth
There is no disguise It's your spirit
Maybe your soul But my life without you Would feel painfully old
You've been a true friend I hope you stay
I would be so very empty If you ever went away